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Friday, October 17, 2008

Hey~!!

Today is the last day of being 17 for me..~ well.. out of the sudden , I have so much to say.. I feel sad and as well scare and nervous for being 18.. sad bcoz another year had pass by and I am growing up.. scare bcoz there is so much to do for the future.. and I dunno what is my future is.. nervous bcoz I am almost independent.. I shud do things myself.. I am scare that I will make mistakes when making decisions~!! Well.. I am gald that I could drive soon~! Hahah.. and I can watch movies that stated u shud watch above 18~ hahahahahaha..

I have so much in my mind now..
So I think this will be a long post.. so read it slowly.. hahaha…

18years ago~
- I was created by God to be born in wong’s family and I am their first daughter~
- I came to the earth nakedly and know nothing about this colourful world
- The first word I say is “ aaaaaaa”
- I start to walk after I cut my first birthday cake~ hahaha..

Thn slowly I grew up.. hahaha.. from porridge I start to eat rice.. my parents brought me to church and there become my second home.. and of coz I started to go school.. SCHOOL is the best thing I love in my life~ there.. I met a lot of friends and friends who become my best friends now.. and teachers who give me a lot of influence and love and of coz guidance.. who change my view of point towards this world.. and of coz I have A LOT of memories.. sweet memories~!! Hahaha.. and of coz crushes to see in school.. hahahaha..

Thank God for creating me and putting in a family that is loving and “xin fu” hahaha.. and from there I can get to know You..

Thank you to my parents who guide me and advice me and treat me like their best friend and tell me their secrets and of coz I tell them mine too.. hahah.. althou we argue at stuffs sometimes, like my father who likes to snatch chocolate with me~!! And “compliment” me for being so fat~ so he can finish all the nice food~ hahaha.. thank you, daddy~ and mummy.. she is like my “ dustbin” where I throw out every of my secrets.. hahahahaha.. I love both of them so much~!!!!

There are a lot of ppl who assist me to grow up.. I can’t name all.. and I dunno how to express it out with words.. hahahahaha.. of coz there are my parents, 1990’s (friends since in young ), B-Gang + Winnie and Jane, form 5 (2007) , church Friends, and a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot~

During these 18 years. I can say I grew up a lot physically and mentally.. to become more mature.. to laugh a lot, to cry a lot, to have fun.. to become more vain.. to gain more friends.. and of coz many things happened in these 18 years.. happy, sad, scary, reunion or separation~
Sometimes I really feel glad that I am able to live, able to breath and able to enjoy~!
These 18 years have been a really sweet memories for me..

THANK YOU ALL~!! I LOVE U ALL~!!

For the future.. I really wish I have a bright future.. hahah.. of coz I will have one.. hahahaha.. well.. when it comes to choosing uni in which country it’s a big headache for the whole family~ I can see from the look from my dad’s face.. the worry line on my mum’s face.. time really flies~!! Sigh~ study hard for now and I can enjoy life when I gt good results~!!

Being 18~
- I want to be a good girl/daughter
- I want to be loyal to my friends and I love them always
- I want to study hard and get in a good uni~!
- I have wanted for a “thing”.. ( hope I can get this for my present) hahahahaha…
- I want to learn how to drive soon~!!
- Love God more~!!
- to be a good influence to my friends..
- To have more wisdom~!!
- No more being lazy~!!
- To be prettier~ hahahahaha.. this is a dream for all girls.. hahaha..

I think these are the things I want to have~ when the clock strikes 12 tonight.. I will have everything I wish~ hahahahaha.. “ I wish” hahahaha

Hope tomorrow will be really memorable and fun.. hahahaha.. I wont be celebrating coz having exams.. hahaha.. bt still.. gonna celebrate with family thou.. hahahahaha..

I am growing up~!!!

Loves and hugs
Grace

Thanks to those who walk into my life and leave ur footsteps behind~!! I really appreciate it~!!

p/s: due to the slow connection in loading the pictures.. there are a lot no post up.. will post up next time, hopefully~!!! sorry~!

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